Journal Entry for July 14, 2008
well i finally done it ive handed my notice in at work yay!!!!!!
IVE BEEN GONNA DO IT FOR A WHILE but i never do im just so over it and now ive …

is feeling Good
busy packing to move
im 28(only just)i live in country australia and work 3 jobs one as a nurse one as a pit marshall with the v8 supercar racecars and 3rdly i work parttime as a jillaroo ive had two m/c one at 12 weeks and one toward 15 wks i have 4 children cj or curtis as he prefers 11yo, tahlia 8yo, angela 7yo, and paige 6yo, that i have joint custody of but dont see them as much as i would like to. my partner and me are getting married this year and are busy making plans much to the hatred of our familys (were the 2008 version of romeo and juliette)and have recently just lost a childhood friend through suicide
motorcross (i own a yamaha motorbike) horse ridding, b&s balls,
well i finally done it ive handed my notice in at work yay!!!!!!
IVE BEEN GONNA DO IT FOR A WHILE but i never do im just so over it and now ive …
well the days are slowly passing and i am starting to get back into life after afew days quiet thinking about the funeral and whats important to me. …
well the funeral is in a few hours im at work trying to pretend everything is normal. i have tried to talk to some work mates bout how i feel …
i had a phonecall from my dad today he ran into an old school friend (last time a saw her was bout a month ago when i was back in my hometown) …
well it is my daughters birthday tomorrow and her dad (my ex) wont let me see her cause he is taking her down the coast to see his …
a friend of mine committed suicide yesterday & i feel so numb
they are putting my daughter up for adotion but we are going to fight
i work as a nurse and would like to add my input