Journal Entry for October 4, 2008
failed 4 days ago :(

is feeling Horrible
Trying to fight these feelings
Recently: 4 discussion posts, 4 hugs received more …
XmusicismylifeX wrote a discussion post in the Self-Injury support group: period? 3:51pm
does anyone else find there self harm or urges to self harm increase around the time of their period...i…
XmusicismylifeX replied to Mikiki’s request for advice about how do you tell people? in the Self-Injury support group 3:49pm
it was easy for me..i didnt tell anyone...my mum read my diary literally dragged me to docs was put straight…
XmusicismylifeX and MissNobody are now friends 3:14am
XmusicismylifeX gave MissNobody a Hug 3:11am
thankyou :)…
XmusicismylifeX and cOOkiesdOOm are now friends 3:10am
failed 4 days ago :(
its getting harder!
Was hoping the urges to stop cutting would have passed by now...but the urges to cut are worse than ever! Collage is ok but i know how much hard work …
grr i am so stressed out at the moment it is unbelivable. i havent cut in 14days if i make it through today. but i cant cope with it any longer i …
Anytime! :D...sending you good luck for a better tomorrow
Saw you were feeling down, and I wanted to send my support. Hope you start feeling better hon, XOXO
I lost my daughter at age 13 and because she was visiting her Dad when it happened he planned the whole funeral behind my back (ex husband get back I'm sure). He never even called me to tell me she was dead. He found her at 7pm and the cops show up at my door at 3am to tell me. Bastard couldn't even call me. Then he had me barred from running straight to his house 90 miles away or I'd be arrested for tresspassing. He knew most of my family were out of state and he scheduled everything right away so most of my family couldn't get there in time. It was horrible so I understand completely. And this was my child; just visiting my ex-husband. He got his last digs in against me when it should have been a time to put our problems aside and take care of our daughters funeral together. She buried 93 miles away from me. I couldn't find a Judge at 3 am so I was stuck with no recourse. But I have my memories and no one can take those away from me. and I know Amanda knows what happened and that I love her so that is my consolation. I know she knows what happened and that I tried everything to be a part of the funeral. So I'm sending you a big hug to let you know you're not alone. God Bless, Amy
i'm sorry
way to go i wish i was as strong as you
I started to cut 4years ago when i was 12 and now i am so desperatly trying to stop!
mums a bitch...kinda stems from there
i get stressed easily