thinkpositively's Journal

My fiance and I both get a check every month from Social Security, but we both have payees who take care of that money and pay our bills with it. Then I get work and get wages and that pays for everything else we need. My fiance also gets a small check every week from our payee and I get a small every other week.
Problem is we spend to much money and don't make through the two weeks, until I get paid again, Plus the big problem here is my fiance smokes pot and wants money from me all the time. When I say no he just gets mad so I give it to him. I am very stupid and hate myself for this. I don't know how to stop giving him money. I hate myself for this. I feel like I'm good for nothing