I just read my last entry from a month and a half ago and it's totally weird!! I mean then I was in such a seemingly good place emotionally and now I'm not. We are filing bankruptcy and it totally sucks but we had no other choice. Debts were tooo big and creditors refused to work with us. So I've been quite down this week. I also don't have the community that I once had. I switched churches about 9 mo. ago and I'm not the extroverted type so I really haven't gotten to know anyone at the new church. I used to be in a small group so when I needed prayer or to talk to folks I had people to talk/pray with. But now I don't. I have very little friends and even less that understand prayer and such. So I'm feeling quite lonely. I wish there was a way to instantaneously make friends but I've never been that good at that. I just wait til someone says hello and see where that leads. Oh well.



