MOMmcphee's Journal

I talked to my husband last Saturday briefly and then on Sunday it was the best talk yet told him how sad  & upset I was our marriage is ending. We didn't yell at each other. This was the first time we talked in over a month.  So I thought things would be fine. I sent a text message to his friend since I thought it would be cheaper since a lot of people have free text. Well I got a response from a different number it started a dialog that to me was hurtful. It supposedly was his friends wife but I have the number as a cell phone number for Linda his friends sister (who is who my husband is staying with) I cried at work about this I couldn't stop myself (emotional fool I am). I cried all the way home from work and then cried most of the night. I called my husband and talked to him I told him about the texting and how I want to go back to not talking because it hurts to much. He left us to go party and be single so he can have it! I told him we are not going to call him and my son is not going to go see him. he is not a good role model I want a better life for me and my son. He is willing to come back if I kick my daughter (from a previous relationship 21) out. Well I won't do that if she needs a place to stay my door is always open that goes for my 23 yr old daughter and granddaughter too. He has been their stepdad for 17 yrs they were 5 and 3 when he married me in Jan and then they turned 6/4 later that year.

They call him dad and he has treated them like shit for the last few years I don't understand. Well today I am drying up my tears and moving on. I am going to get right back where I was. I won't let some stupid man ruin my life. I even talked to his sister and she thinks he is being unreasonable (most of his family feels he is wrong and I deserve someone who truly loves me and my family)