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A glimmer of healing Mood

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Last night I went into the room where the main computer is (been using laptop) and booted it for the first time in a while. I went to the media player put on some of my favourite songs the first Everybody Hurts - REM, turned the stereo over to play it, turned it up really loud and had a concert and damn it felt good.

I have not been able to enjoy music at all and last night was almost liberating. We used to listen to music together and talk a lot. Music for the both of us was always a big part in our life together and we both enjoyed mostly the same music. I have found it almost painful even to listen to the radio in the car. It sounds and seems so weird that something I enjoy so much felt so painful. Music can bring out a lot of emotions and the song I chose to be the first just seemed so appropriate.....

REM - Everybody Hurts

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts. You are not alone

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