How can I live without him?
August 28, 2008 6:43pm
I am grounded. I know this doesn't seem like such a big deal, but considering what I am grounded from, it is. I am grounded from my boyfriend. We …
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springawakening’s Profile
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About Me
I'm Tofu. Nicknamed this because I'm partially asian and a vegetarian. Not much to say. I have a few close friends and a boyfriend who I love. Sometimes I feel like no one understands me. Sometimes I need advice from a non-biased source. That's why I'm here. 'Nuff said.
Interests
My boyfriend. My friends. God. Animals. The environment. Singing. Writing. Acting. Volunteering. Individuality. Randomness.
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Recent Activity
August 28
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springawakening gave hothead a Hug 8:00pm
not with me. i mope in my own sadness, but other people's makes me want to be happy so i can be brave…
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springawakening gave jeanne36roses a Hug 7:53pm
thanks for caring. i wrote a journal about it if you want to check it out.…
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springawakening gave hothead a Hug 7:52pm
it's okay. maybe i'll forget about my own problems and think about yours.…
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springawakening gave hothead a Hug 7:39pm
i care about you…
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springawakening gave hothead a Hug 7:35pm
ur so sweet…
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Been gone too long
July 31, 2008 2:40pm
Things have been rough. A week ago, my boyfriend and I had some troubles. When he is sad, I am sad, and vice versa. That day, I was sad, therefore he …
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I've been gone for too long.
June 26, 2008 2:51pm
I'm so sorry that I have been gone for so long. I don't know what kept me away. Oh yes, now I remember. For those of you who remembered the …
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Stomp the Blades
June 8, 2008 8:59pm
I haven't cut myself in a little over a week. That may not seem long, but I think that's decent progress considering, yeah? I've …
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Journal Entry for June 7, 2008
June 7, 2008 4:22pm
I guess I should tell you all a little about myself. I'm going to be blunt here, but I suppose amongst a group of strangers, it's not as hard …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
I'm not happy. I used to have eating disorder problems, but I've nixed that habit. Currently, I am trying to become an ex-cutter. I'm not pretty enough, or skinny enough, or smart enough, or nice enough, or so many other things. I want to be perfect, but this tears me up inside.
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes it's a good distraction, other times...
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes the music actually makes me sad
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- my kitty makes me feel crowded on occasion, but I love how she knows when I need her
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- I have trouble thinking these "happy" thoughts
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- the friends who I know support me are marvelous
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes the people I talk to don't seem to understand
Close High School Stress
What with my senior year coming up, I'm feeling a bit off. Most of my friends are leaving me this year, whether they're graduating soon or moving, but I feel like I'm going to be all alone. I'm afraid I'm going to fail at life and never graduate. But then again, a part of me doesn't even want to graduate. Ugh.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Just talking about my feelings, you know?
Open Teen Sexuality
Type: AbstinenceI've finally entered a relationship in which I feel like I'm in love. Of course, thoughts of sex arouse because of this. However, I like my virginity. If anyone is feeling the same way, please talk to me and tell me how you do it.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendWhen I was 12, my best friend died. Last year, two of my friends committed suicide. In the same year, my friend lost two friends, and my boyfriend lost one. A couple of years ago, my grandmother died, and I feel like it was my fault. It just seems like everyone is dying, and it's not fair.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- I feel like a blubbering baby sometimes
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- I feel crazy when I do this
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- this is the most amazing feeling in the world
- Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
- I'm always reminded of them, especially the one I lost when I was 12
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I know people can relate to me
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- getting things out like this is wonderful, but sometimes I think sad thoughts when doing so
- Prayer Working / Worked
- God works in mysterious ways, and I believe he took them all for a reason
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- I understand that others go through similar things
- Remembering Somewhat Helpful
- I know they want me to be happy, but sometimes I forget
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