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just thought of dropping in to say hi... hoping u r doing well... wishing u a happy day and week... pls take care... looking forward to further hear from u... peace and blessings... afzal...
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A New Support Group For Abuse Survivors http://dailystrength.org/groups/su...
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hi... just thought of dropping in for a quick hello... hoping u r doing well... pls have a nice day... and take care... peace and blessings... afzal...
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just like my nic says.....u r not alone....need 2 talk, drop me a line
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Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
I was sexually and physically abused as a child. I have had several bones broken. My mother tried to kill me twice. I tried too. I was diagnosed with PTSD in 97 and subsequently treated using emdr but didn't work through it. Now, 10 years later, I am spiraling out of control with self-destructive, humiliating and numbing/stimulant behaviors. My rage has returned with a vengence. I am out of control. My sadness is overwelming.
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- EMDR Somewhat Helpful
- It was an incredibly relieving experience. I felt like new for months. Should have worked on it more. Results looked better than they actually were.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I am including all the years of theraphy. Didn't stay in counciling after diagnosis.
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- used to help me sleep. Still can't get to rem very often.
- Talking Not Working
- discussions cause me great anxiety. I need drugs to cope. The more I talk about things the worse I feel.
Close Sexual Abuse
Sexual abuse for me was only part of my story. I was diagnosed with ptsd in 1997. I was subjected to. The sexual abuse took many forms-from using me as a toy to violant agressive assault. My earliest memories were of crossing boundaries. My mothers friends thought that I was something for them to get off with. I still struggle with trememdous guilt about getting excited when it happended. I have physical damage that they think was from abuse. I fear that possibility as I have no memory of it.
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- Group Therapy Not Working
- I continue to feel dirty. It doesn't help to share.
- Talking Not Working
- The more I talk about it, the worse it feels.
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