is feeling OK
is skeptical about doing stuff on her birthday.
I am Ally. I don't really know what to say about me exactly.... Well, I guess I'll go with what I say for all these things online.... I love deeper than most. I never forget. I always worry, even when I don't have to. I cry a little harder at the end of the movie. I kiss with more passion than most. I think more than most. I wish on a few more stars. I care the most. I hate myself more than I hate anything else. I dream a little more than your average Cinderella. I always fear the unknown. I have a lot to say. I don't say half of what I want to. I will always cry with you. I am always sorry. I try to be your Super Hero. I blame myself. I smile to hide. I die a little every day. I hurt deeper. I run away. I love you more than anyone ever has. I never let go. I promise. I am Ally. I am different from anyone you have ever met. I listen when you talk. I try hard to make you happy, no matter who you are. I love like no one else in the world, some call it "unconditional love". I am here if you need me.
Music, specifically singing and playing piano. I really like to right my own stuff too. Literature, poems and great books. Drawing pictures of trees, because it relaxes me. Weight lifting, to gain self confidence.
June 14, 2008 3:06pm
So, apparently I have an eating disorder, or at least that is what my mom thinks. So what if I lost five pounds this week? I haven't been …
June 8, 2008 9:28pm
Have you ever had a friend, who knew you better than anyone else? Have you ever had a friend, to where you just knew that your hearts were made to …
June 4, 2008 12:01am
Back in September I went to a movie with my ex-boyfriend. Even though we broke up, we had remained fairly close. A week before I had broken up with …
A New Support Group For Abuse Survivors http://dailystrength.org/groups/su...
hello how r u doing miss talking to u i hope u r having an awesome day i am going to go to walmart in a couple of hours i hope to talk to u soon lots of love and hugs
i hope that u have a very happy birthday sweetie dont forget about me im here if u want to talk hugs
hey girl happy birthday thanks for the hug i will talk to u later hugs
yeah i know what you mean, some nights ill just be up really late by myself and just sink into a really bad depression for no reason at all
Progress
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I was first molested by a friend when I was fourteen. I trusted him and he betrayed me. The second time I was molested back in September by my ex-boyfriend. I cared about him, and I thought that he cared about me. I guess not though, because he wouldn't stop...
I cut myself. I don't know what else to say...
I have had panic attacks over the past three years. For the past six months I haven't had any. I guess that I am managing my anxiety better/in other ways(maybe that aren't so good).
