I am feeling very sad and lonely this morning at 1:45 am. I have decided that I am going to file for a divorce from my husband who is in prison because he is still writing and calling his mistress and still denying that anything is going on. I can't sleep especially tonight because I just received a phone call earlier to confirm what I thought is still going and my husband thinks that am insecure for thinking that it is anything more than a friendship. He just wants me to send him money and provide a home for hime when he gets out, because his mistress doesn't even have a home. She is on the streets, addicted to crack, just like he was before he left. I just don't know how to get through this except to cry and not sleep and feel sorry for myself. This is my first time on this site.