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August 8, 2008 4:09pm
So i am now dating this old friend. He is wonderful. he makes me feel good about myself. its a very laid back relationship which i feel is great for …
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Over it.
July 2, 2008 3:29pm
So i met somebody recently; actually i met him a long time ago and we lost contact for a couple of years. anyhow, i met back up with him recently and …
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better better better
June 20, 2008 3:17pm
SO.. today is the first day of mercury out of retrograde. i can already feel a difference. i didnt know that planet alignment made such a difference. …
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Oh jeeze.
June 8, 2008 7:44pm
So i am doing better. i got myself a new baby, named dakota moses; we call him Koda. a neighbor found out about mandu, and since they'd …
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So much better! I can think again, and I can speak accurately again :) Have a great weekend. Fave music @ Bonnaroo????
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I was thinking about you today. How are you doing? Peace and Love Rstar
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I am here if you need me, I am sorry for your loss.
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Close Pet Bereavement
I just lost my cat. i'd had him since i was six. he began to act funny on this past thursday, i took him to the vet and found out that his kidneys had suddenly failed because of a cold he'd gotten. 2 days later i was told there was nothing left we could do. the dialysis didnt work, and there was no way to make him better. i had to euthanize. its the first time i have ever been through that. i decided to stay with him while they did it, i wanted him to be comfortable. it really traumatized me.
Close Heroin Addiction & Recovery
i started using about 8 months ago. i didnt think it would make such an impact on me. a very close friend of mine has been using for a long time. he has open access to it, so that makes it REALLY hard to just say no thanks. anyways. i am already clinically depressed, and coming off of drugs doesnt help at all. i am tired of feeling like shit. i am tired of being so crazy for days from a stupid drug.
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- Suboxone Working / Worked
- it works pretty damn well for me. but i need painkillers sometimes, and i get dizzy, but withdraws are gone.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni've been clinically depressed since 2003. i have only been on medication for a year or two, i wanted to try not to be dependant on an anti-depressant medication. but i am now taking lexapro, its my favorite medication so far.
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- Lexapro Working / Worked
- better than prozac. i actually really like this med.
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- made my anxiety worse.
- Trazodone Not Working
- made me feel like shit the next day. i hate this stuff.
- Writing Working / Worked
- my favorite thing to do. as i write, the pain subsides. i kind of become more numb. which i guess isnt great, but to me its better than feeling so horrible.
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