is feeling Good
i'm so confused ! but one thing i'm not confused about is that i come first before any man thats not my family !
I just tuned 20 years old. I am so confused with absolutely everything in my life right now i don't even know how to describe myself. But this site is helping. So when I begin to make some drastic changes and find myself I'll be able to fill this About Me space with something thats actually 'about me'
Friends, summer, the beach, clothes, my horsocope, astrology in general, tv, sleeping, watching the history channel and the travel channel, COUNTRY MUSIC. songs with good uplifting lyrics and songs with good beats to dance to ;)
July 26, 2008 2:46pm
I have saved everythinggg I've had from when I was with my Husband. I saved all my airplane tickets from when I went to see him on post in …
June 30, 2008 7:51pm
omg.
god help mee.
i let him hit me again like a week and a half ago, and he said some really mean stuff to me. and that was it. i felt nothing for him …
June 15, 2008 1:48pm
he's said things like "get in the back seat before i beat you"
and today...when will you will be done with your dad so i can go …
June 15, 2008 1:46pm
hi my internet family !
i've been quite busy lately and electricity has been out for hours lately !, hence no updates.
my husband has been here …
June 4, 2008 12:15pm
Today I am going to see a Lawyer to ask questions about a divorce, right after I have a job interview for New York Waterway...
Take care of yourself. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hey how's things going? I hope your understanding everything. Have you read the book,"Co-dependent No more" It's a good book it's helped me alot. Well, keep in touch and I'm here to vent to anytime you need me.
We all are still worried about you. Remember that God sees us all wherever we go and whatever we do.
just a little note to say hi..how are you doing?
Don't get me wrong like I had said we do still have issues but abuse is not one of them. standing to his commitment, and being a husband, and father, has been a struggle for him. We both struggle with money problems, but one thing is true we both love each other, and that's one thing you need to know about your husband, does he love you? is he willing to work on things, and for you, are you willing to work on things also?? Talking, even know it may be hard, comunication is the one key to a successful relationship. We still struggle with this issue as well, my husband does not like to tell me how he his feeling. I hold my head high and I beleive in us, I didn't stay with this man for 4 years to throw it away because we have a few comunication problems. the abuse is over and I thank God for that. the day the police came to get him, I had never seen a grown man cry. to beg for his love for me. I was about to end it, when I truely understood why, he asked my hand in marriage. we did call the wedding off for a while though. on top of him abusing me, I had also found out that he had cheated on me. while he was sitting there in jail I had to deal with this alone. after two months he was let out, We had a hard time, Well I had a hard time, but to see a man change for the love of his life, and to see were we are now, I could never regret it. what ever you choose to do, just remember to ask yourself, is it worth it? Do you Love him, and does he love you?
