where to turn
September 24, 2008 1:18am
I dont have a home to go to, no one to talk to. i'm like a disease no one wants to be around. i understand why. but i am left with no one to talk …
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crazybluegirl
is feeling Horrible
i don't want to chat. I don't want a hug or message. I AM NOT READING ANYTHING PPL SEND ME Don't use this as an excuse to give one
About Me
ALL FRIENDS HAVE BEEN REMOVED. DO NOT ASK TO BE ADDED AS A FRIEND. I'm 22. I suffer from depression and social anxiety. Nothing much else to say, I am pretty boring. my journal could be triggering. my suicidal thoughts are not pretty.
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I seem to have very few interests these days. The depression has stolen them. I used to read a lot and I never do now. I find no interest in TV anymore.
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obsessed
August 14, 2008 10:38pm
i've worried that maybe i am obsessed with my bf. we go to talking tonight and he asked me if i was. so i admittied that i thinkk i am.
it sucks …
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22
July 7, 2008 12:36am
ugh another birthday. i get to spend today pretending like i care. to the psychiatrist to pretend like everything is okay. i get more kpins from the …
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got that job
June 30, 2008 2:09pm
I got that job i interviewed for last week. i wont get many hours but i will take what i can get.
i am going to be so tired this summer with work and …
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Hey I'm giving you a hug just to bug you some more! No but really hun you seem nice, in a tough place with your life right now, but nice. You're going to get through every challenge and be an amazing person because of it!
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You go girl. Only a few more pages!!
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sorry ur having a ruff time finding a therapist. i can relate. try http://www.psychologytoday.com/ i found some people this way. type in ur zip code and c wat turns up. call hospitals and ask for their referral service. the operators shud be able to locate people for u (and their more polite b/c the the conversations r often recorded). good luck. luv and hugs
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have depression and anxiety. it has been over a year and has not got better.
Treatments
- Ambien Working / Worked
- works very well. i did hallucinate once. and drunk dialed my bf during times of very bad depression after taking ambien. more good then bad
- Celexa Not Working
- increased bad thoughts. no longer on it.
- Effexor Too Soon to Tell
- having headaches, shaking, loss of appetite, weight loss. doc has taken me off it because of these side effects
- Prozac Not Working
- increase bad thoughts
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- did improve my sleep but did not thing for anxiety. quit it after s breakdown
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- it helps to get things out since i don't have friends. but was a mistake letting my bf see.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
Close Anxiety
I have social anxiety. I take nothing for it
Treatments
- Klonopin Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
Open ADHD / ADD
can't focus to save my life. that funny shaped crack in the wall is what i pay attention to instead of the professor
Treatments
- Concerta Somewhat Helpful
- I seem to focus a little bit better. I don't stay in school long enough to know if it helps there
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- did not help me concentrate at all
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
Open Acne
Treatments
- Benzaclin Working / Worked
- Benzoyl Peroxide Somewhat Helpful
- Differin Working / Worked
- Minocycline Somewhat Helpful
- Proactiv Not Working
- Washing Working / Worked
Open Personality Disorders
i think i might have one, not sure. looking for insight
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