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    About Me

    I am 33 yr.s old. I live in a really small town. I've dealt with depression for a long time now. I have learned to deal with it. I've lost 6 babies , including my daughter that passed away at eight years old, almost four years ago. I do miss her with all of my being and she took most of me with her on to Heaven. I'm here to help anyone that needs a shoulder or just someone to talk to.

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    • Tomorrow

      Mood June 19, 2008 7:46am

        Well, tomorrow is  Jailyn's Birthday.... She would've been five years old.

      And it seems like it was just yesterday. I held her for …

    • Journal Entry for June 14, 2008

      Mood June 14, 2008 6:52pm

        Well, today is just not a good one. It's getting very close to  my Jailyn's Birthday. She would've been five years old if …

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      From Kahlua13 Friday

      Hugs and prayers! Glad to see you are feeling better. Can empathize with the weight struggle and the roller coaster ride. Don't give up.

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      Thinking of you!

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      From Chuck2004 Monday

      Dont forget many of us pray and i do for you. Best...

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      Just a check up on you. Thanks for the visit. chuck

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    Progress

    5 %

    Goal End Date is Jul 6, 08 63 days ago.
    Current Weight (Lbs)
    284
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    • Close Anxiety

      Hello. I've dealt with anxiety for a long time. it's gotten worse since my Daughter passed away four years ago. I have nothing to do now. My Daughter needed me around the clock, as she was a very sick child. Since she's been gone, I've not felt needed for anything.

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      Xanax Working / Worked
      Although xanax worked for me, it is a very addictive drug and I've gotten very addicted to it. I was taken off of it completely in detox not too long ago. Had to go back on it and ween myself off of them. Couldn't bare the withdrawals.
    • Close Miscarriage

      Hey. I've lost 6 Children.Four were due to Placental Abruption and the other two were miscarriages.

    • Open Adoption

      I've lost 6 babies. My daughter was eight years old when she passed away. But other than her I've lost 5 more. And I've been screwed out of two adoptions....

    • Open Depression

      I have been depressed for many years now. Trying this and that. And still, I don't want to go out of my bedroom. I've recently gained alot of weight and my self esteem is at my feet. I don't like it. It hurts alot to try to do anything as I'm used to being little. I just don't like my life right now.

      Treatments

      Effexor Somewhat Helpful
      It was helpful at first but then it stopped working. I think they needed to up the dosage , instead they took me off of it.
      Lexapro Working / Worked
      Worked very well. For about a year or more. And then I got used to it and took myself off of it. I should've just went to the doctor and had them to up the dosage.
      Prozac Too Soon to Tell
      Didn't work or either I didn't give it enough time to work
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Seroquel is helping me sleep somewhat. That is what I was prescribed it for. But I'm starting to get used to it too. I have a high tolerance to pills, I guess.
      Support from Friends & Family Not Working
      They support me , but they aren't the ones dealing with my everyday issues. So , how could they possibly know what I'm going through. It means alot to me that they try though
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      Hey, I've always been a small person. But, I was also anorexic. Well, almost three years ago, I met this guy and was really happy... I started eating alot of fast food , and late at night at that. I'm used to being 135 lbs. and I'm now 304 lbs. It seems like I just literally blew up overnight. I know the fast food didn't help, but I've also had swelling in my hands, legs, and feet. and my weight is now making me more depressed than ever and I hurt so badly when I try to walk.

      Treatments

      Xenical Somewhat Helpful
      Didn't use it very long cause it leaks and if you've ever tried this, you know what I mean.....so I stopped it.
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