alitax86’s Profile

Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
: Seconday Progressive MS

Initially diagnosed in 1986 while in the Navy stationed in Scotland. Symptoms included numbness in the trunk and legs. Lasted several months, went away, and my second relapse occurred approximately six months later. My lower legs were numb. Because I did not have a definite diagnosis (MRI machines were rare in Scotland in the mid-80's), I was required to participate in physical fitness examinations. Today, I am proud to say I ran my 1.5 miles on numb legs in 10 minutes. I look healthy and present very well, yet as many with MS know, this can be deceiving. The most debilitating of my symptoms are mental and physical fatigue, vertigo, and ataxia. I retired in 2006 from the private sector and struggling to frame a new life. Currently, researching areas for retirement with cooler summers.

Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

When received DX of major depression, I commented that I did not know I was depressed. Well, after taking an SSRI for approx 3 months, I noticed I had my first happy thoughts. I was 37. I did not know what I did not know. Very insightful.

Treatments

Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked

Have a treat therapist. I go in and out of therapy as needed. This type of therapy works for me.

Elavil Somewhat Helpful

Was on for a very short time. Helped with insomnia.

Meditation Working / Worked

Helped with insomnia and stress. Especially helpful after exercising.

Paxil Somewhat Helpful

I gained weight with this little pill. A tight dress on Thursday that fit perfectly well on Tuesday is not eating too many donuts.

Positive Thinking Working / Worked

I have a wicked sense of humor. Having multiple sclerosis with the Depression has made me a talented comedian. Often people laugh at casual comments I make. My world view has changed, and humor has been a major coping mechanism.

Prozac Working / Worked

For me, the best stuff on the market.

Psychotherapy Working / Worked

Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful

I discovered I laughed more while on this drug, but it failed when I had a prolonged depressive episode. Prozac bought me back.

Writing Working / Worked