thoughts.
August 2, 2008 2:50am
i think i am dead on the inside. seriously. i think i've been dead on the inside for years.
cool, i love being a vegetable.
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Goal End Date is Jul 11, 09 309 more days.
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flatonthefloor
is feeling Bad
i don't want to talk about what we've been through, even though it's hurting me. now it's history.
Recently: 13 hugs received, 11 hugs given more …
About Me
At seventeen, enough trauma to make you cry, and still living day to day. Grew up too fast and need a little fun and down time to catch up on that. I'm a dancer, the only escape i've ever been able to rely on. I'm a firm believer that God has a plan and is always keeping an eye on you. My mom is my hero, she may not have always been there, but she got me out when it really counted. Life isn't always beautiful, but it's a beautiful ride. Make peace with God, and make peace with yourself, because in the end there's nobody else. Stop violence against women and children.
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I choose the light.
July 16, 2008 1:16am
It took me awhile to get here, but I got here. All the miles behind me, this road has led me back to good. I can't tell you that I couldn't …
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Support Groups
Close Rape
i was raped at 14
Treatments
- Dancing Working / Worked
- Dancing is an escape and I love every minute of it.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
Open Insomnia
i've had trouble sleeping since childhood.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- Meditation Considering
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
when i was a kid i was abused, so i felt this constant need for control, even if it was just simple things, and have developed OCD because of it.
Open Anxiety
i've had a lot of anxiety since childhood and being abused.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Somewhat Helpful
- i do this technique where i breathe deeply in, hold it until i absolutely can't anymore, breathe out, hold it, and repeat.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Dancing Working / Worked
Open Food Allergies
i'm severely allergic to garlic. i don't break out in hives or anything, but i get very sick to my stomach and throw up, a lot. ha.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
- i have to ask and read to avoid anything with garlic in it.
Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
flatonthefloor hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Anxiety
have always had anxiety since childhood.
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