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Hi! My name is Cynthia. I am a newly wed (3-29-08)and the mother of a wonderful 19 year old son. I have the life that most dream of...a loving husband that adores me, a responsable, caring, Christian son, no money worries and a very stress free life! I can work out, lay in the sun, have lunch with my friends or just lay around if I feel like it! That is why I cant figure out why I struggle so much with this eating disorder and it in turn causes me to get very depressed! I wish I just felt normal and I could live my perfect life without all of this struggle and pain! I am 5' 11" tall. A good weight for me is around 150 pounds, right now Im at 165 pounds and feeling miserable! I had a Roux En Y Gastric Bypass done in December of 1999. Starting weight was 300 pounds, lost 155 pounds and have managed to keep the weight off for the most part but it is a constant struggle for me! I have had numerous cosmetic surgeries to remove loose skin (Tummy tuck, breast aug., lipo, complete thigh lift) but need several more! I gain and lose, diet and binge constantly! Food is my drug, I feel like Im addicted to it! Ive just gotten into therapy and am hoping this will help with my disordered eating but would like to chat with others who suffer from this as well.
My son, my husband, being a good Christian, working out, interior decorating, entertaining friends and family. boating or anything near the water, biking.
CynthiaSS gave LindaJean a Hug 2:56pm
lol...I LOVE YOUR HEADLINE!!!! So true!!! How are you?…
CynthiaSS commented on ruthe1975’s journal entry 3 weeks post op 2:55pm
NO SCALE???? Girl! You have to buy a scale! Thats the fun part! Watching it go doowwnnnn!!! :)…
CynthiaSS gave ruthe1975 a Hug 2:46pm
It truely is a never ending battle but is so much better right now! God has really blessed me in that…
CynthiaSS commented on Krissssay’s journal entry another date! 9:12am
Ahhh...you are such a sweetheart! Thank you for your support too! :) Im sooo excited about you and your…
CynthiaSS commented on sg1966’s photo/video 9:03am
Beautiful!!! Im doing great today, thank you! How are you? You look amazing!!! Cant wait to see a full…
August 20, 2008 8:46am
Weighed 159.2 today!!! Have not been one fifty something in many months. Want to get down to at least 150. Feeling much better today than yesterday! …
August 18, 2008 10:34am
Doing really weel on my eating plan. Will go up to work out soon. Hope to be down a few pounds before our weekend with friends at the lake.
July 22, 2008 8:37pm
Im getting off of all of this medicine! I feel worse now than I ever did before I started them!!! I have a wonderful life and just need to focus on …
July 5, 2008 12:26am
After laying in bed depressed all day yesterday and cancelling my 2 day stay with my best friend, as well as binging all day, I prayed for strenght …
July 2, 2008 9:21am
I am so blessed and have a wonderful life! I dont know why Ive been so down lately, I think I miss my son and dont see him enough. I was so happy …
I am so glad you are feeling better! I am worried that I will struggle with these deamons all my life, it is really a never ending battle isn't it???
hey just wanted to say hello and see how youre doing...
Just wanted to say hi and let you know that I am thinking of you!
got the vitamins from smoothie king today the b12 and multiviatim and i feell soooooo much better thankyou so mcuh
hey hott mama how r u im down 28 pounds1!
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Had a Roux En Y done in 99 and lost 150 pounds. Gain and lose the same 15 or so over and over. My binge eating is a constant struggle for me and would love to meet and talk to others with the same struggles.
Ive just started therapy with an eating disorder specialist, im hoping this helps. i notice stress, denying myself food and most of all, eating a little bad starts a binge for the whole day, My husband just bought a book titled "binge no more", im hoping this helps too. i pray about it too! God is the only true healer, i am seeing some improvement.
Just started Zoloft 3 days ago. Feeling really weird and depressed. I hope it starts to work soon!
Ive had lots to try to remove loose skin after my Gastric Bypass.
