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Journal Entry for September 25, 2008 Mood
Thursday, September 25, 2008

Ok to add to the stress of my problems with my man i got my daughter ready for school and was waiting at the bus stop with her and i saw something in her mouth. I told her to open up wide and to my amazment i saw a tooth growing behind one of her other teeth.

My anxiety hit the roof on how she will react when i take her to get if fixed. I had and still to a point have a fear of the dentist. She has been there once and had a great check up nothing wrong. I am so worried, i know i have to take her its in her best interest but i know it will hurt. How do i lie to my child and say it won't hurt or don't cry.

I know i am over reacting but the anxiety is just lying there waiting to strike.

marisa

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  1. LilaCr

    I totally know what you mean about not wanting to over react, but still having that anxiety that is always there. I have that same problem. I do have a little experience with what your daughter is going to go through, though. My step-daughter had the same problem with one of her teeth and she had to get it taken out. She was older when we finally did it and that might have helped things. We just spoiled her thoughout the day and she kind of liked that. I did hurt, but the dentist gave her something for the pain and it turned out all right. Sorry to hear you are having a bad day. Hope things start getting a little easier soon. Take care!


    LilaCr

  2. jmusic31

    i know the feeling.. everything will be okay.. could always be worse.


    jmusic31

Journal Entry for September 24, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, September 24, 2008

I have been having a real hard time with my bf. It just feels like he is pushing me away. In return i put up walls that no man could ever break.  I know my weight is a problem weather the weight issue is mine alone i am not sure.

I know every guy always stares at thin girls , i just want some attention. So with all that i have been more complusive with my weight in return i have been more compulisive with eatting.

I know does not make sense i just don't know what else to do, i can not keep living like i am a maid. I have tried talking to him but it always ends up the same my fault. Maybe it is my fault but you would think he would try to help me. I don't know i am just venting and needing someone to tell me something.

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Lower my blood sugars

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230

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  1. BlueBerries

    If your BF is really your Mr. Right, he will help you. Sometimes, guys just need some concrete suggestions -- i.e. how could he help you? What kind of things do you want him to do? Concrete actions, for examples, would be not buying your favourite junk food so that you can't overeat them (and give him examples of your favourite junk food); go for a walk with you after dinner, etc etc.

    You said every guy always stares at thin girls...well, non-thin girls can be attractive and sexy, too. It's all about the attitude. If you think you're sexy, and act like you're sexy, you WILL be sexy, especially in the eyes of your man.


    BlueBerries

Journal Entry for September 23, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Well today i took my two younger kids to the doc.

It was a long wait and i went crazy with my lil guy,

any way i got meds for us so i hope by thursday we will be a 100%.

I have been feeling the complusive urge to eat tonight.

i already had 2 slices of pizza tonight (that after dinner)

so i am hoping i will not eat anything the rest  of the night,

wish me luck all.

*marisa*

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    Good luck and hang in there. I also feel the urge to eat more after eating pizza. I guess it's one of my trigger foods. I'll be thinking of you. Hope your son is better by Thursday. Have a good night!


    LilaCr

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