is feeling OK
I am shy, funny and a great person to be around if i know ya. I have 3 wonderful kids and a bf that i know is my mr right. I love the ocean but don't go cause of my weight but doesn't stop me from going to enjoy.
marisa123 gave xitsovernowx a Good Luck wish 8:29pm
hope you can make life brighter for you....hugs…
marisa123 commented on butterflyxlife’s journal entry Journal Entry for July 5, 2008 8:24pm
I am so happy that your dad came to your house and had a great time. Did you take any pics of the pirate…
marisa123 wrote a journal entry updating their Lower my blood sugars goal 8:21pm
Well hi everyone!For those of you who really care how i am doing, i am getting along ok.Today i just…
marisa123 changed their mood to OK 8:20pm
marisa123 gave MelissaQu a High Five 8:17pm
well i am glad you got noticed for doing great work for these people. you are a wonderful person red…
July 6, 2008 8:21pm
Well hi everyone!
For those of you who really care how i am doing, i am getting along ok.
Today i just thougt i can do this, if i want to be someone i …
June 22, 2008 3:27pm
Well i am just checking in to let everyone know i am still alive. I am curtainly bored out of my skull. Thanks to those who kept in touch it meant …
June 22, 2008 3:27pm
Well i am just checking in to let everyone know i am still alive. I am curtainly bored out of my skull. Thanks to those who kept in touch it meant …
June 7, 2008 1:13am
Well today was an ok day,my lil ones have been given me some grief not there fault but i have had a short fuse these past two days. Any who last …
June 4, 2008 8:18am
I have been thinking and i am doing ok i guess,well if you call it being ok. I do understand that everyone on here has a life and lots to do but it …
How are you doing lately? I'm sorry I've been absent for so long, I finally have a vacatinon this week so I want to catch up with DS. I'm going away for a few days but I'll be back on Wednesday. I hope you're well.
hi, how r u today?? I am good..I have missed ya lately..hope your allright..keep in touch when u can..lots of hugs for U
Good Morning!
Hey! Havent talked to you in awhile Hope you are doing well!
hello!:)
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The first time i can remember my dad touching i thought it was a bad dream.I would set traps so if i heard him i would be awake to send him back to bed. I would go to bed at 4 or 5 to be up all night. I pulled away from everyone. At 14 i told my brothers girlfriend and she told my brother. He wanted to kill my dad.Next was my mom and i was unsure of how to tell her. So my brother did it for me. He was gone that second.He said he did not do it.Till this day he still acts like he did nothing.
I was 12 and 14 when i can remember what my dad touched me and made me what i am today. I block alot out but in return i get alot back.My mom and brother found out one day when i told. I never got i am sorry he denied and still does.I went from being shy to sleeping after school so i could be all night long. I would pretend to sleep and then wake up and ask why he was in my room.I have issues with men people touching me,issues with sex.
i am a type one and have been since 1994.I was doing good for a while then i had kids. my last kid was in oct 06 and i am once again not doing well.I lost most of my teeth and do not have insureance at the moment to get dentures.I am so freaked about it.MY sugars are in the 200-300 range.I was using the pump but moved and lost all insurance.I hope to get the pump again and maybe gastric bypass.
Well i was sexual abused by my dad and i am beyond shy i wont go to the store by myself or anywhere really. I have depression,anxiety,and panic disorders.
Well since the age of about 10 i started to binge and then i would say that was the last time.I am a diabetic but still am not controlled on my eatting,i don't now what or how to get help.All my docs say go on a heathy diet.It NEVER works for me.
Well as of 06 i have been obeis and i am still fighting it to this day.I use food for punchment,boredom,lonely and other.
i have always had anxiety from what i can remmember and it's hard to deal with.I wish everyday that i would not have to feel the way i feel!
My son is turning one on the 15th and wanted to talk to others with toddlers
