Britania's Journal

its 8:55pm

So I finally figures shelley isnt going to call to see how im feelin about what happened last nite--lmao he DOESNT CARE. but w.e. im realizing it now.

I am soo disappointed tho ya kno? ya kno how that goes.

but I realized as of right now I dont want him like a BF....@ all.

I love him, I am really attracted to him; but the way he has treated me/ the comments he has said....has hurt me so much where; im done as well Im letting go and moving on. I really dont care if he wants to hang with me or not; its his loss.  I dont wish him neharm or w.e. but its obvious he doesnt want me around, to hang out more then a week, to talk much or nething....

He says he cares but how can u hurt someone alot and not even check on them the nxt day?? w.e. im over it 4real.....

I know I have done my deal of crap, im not perfect or w.e. but um....I think as of right now I dont deserve this; and I know my emotions get to me at times...I cry easily, and this whole situation devastates me--but im the only one who cares.....

Im chattin with people right now....who are helpn me feel betta!!!

until then~

Britt