Vulnerable and Doubting
6/26/08
It has been a while since I have been here. I have had much to say, and little need to say it.--Until now. What the Fuck is going …
is feeling Good
My screen name is crazyday because I have two kids that I am crazy for, but can drive me a bit crazy. What joy I feel when I see them and what amazing interactions we have! I am a concientious man with the the thought processes of a scientist. I want to know how things work and why. I find solace in nature and listening to the word of the unincumbered interaction of the spirits found outside.
I love to cook and pair wine to dishes. I find relaxation and fullfillment in the kitchen. I am a passionate fly fisherman who would do nothing else but persue trout just to let go again if I was independantly wealthy. I love participating in the development of my childrens' growth.
6/26/08
It has been a while since I have been here. I have had much to say, and little need to say it.--Until now. What the Fuck is going …
6/12/08
The wine is flowing and so are my thoughts. I think about my future and what direction my spirit is taking me. What a day dream it is. …
6/5/08
I miss the drug of physical contact. I long for it, the withdrawls are painful. Looking at her, sleeping near her, wanting to touch, hold …
6/4/08
Well, It's my birthday. Turned 35 today and feel pretty good about that. It has been an amazing week and it is only wednesday-very …
6/2/08
After a weekend apart-I with the kids at papa's-her at home with friends and family, we had a chance to talk last night. I was able …
Happy Birthday to you with the hopes for many more:-) Birthday Hugs, Kimmee
Well, after reading your journal I would say you need a second hug. And probably a third and fourth. Wow, you are in the part that makes hell look like a day in the park. HUGS!
Welcome! DS is the best. Stick around, participate, make friends. They get you through the worst stuff.