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i am trying...i really am...thursday i went out to four places and when i got home i had a huge panic attack...i don't know how much longer …
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why cant she try to understand? :(…
i am trying...i really am...thursday i went out to four places and when i got home i had a huge panic attack...i don't know how much longer …
do things really change...people,feelings...i don't know...they say i am not trying to get better...i need to try...i am trying so hard...do they …
i just don't know anymore...nothing helps...nothing works...i have nobody to talk to...i wish i would just disappear...nobody would even …
i am so depressed its not even funny...i wouldnt say i am suicidal but i wish i wasnt alive...i wish i were never born
i never eat anything and if i do i usually throw up right away...i have not been diagnosed...i have to have some type of eating disorder
i have started cutting when i was about 14 and than i stopped and started again when i was 18 i dont do it so much anymore but i do still do it and its getting to be more recently
i have major anxiety whether im answering the door or going out in public it never goes away
i have major panic attacks like three times a day and i have no idea why