Journal Entry for July 2, 2008
Its 12.30 here now, and I haven't had a drink today, feel totally desperate for one, really trying not too, god its so hard!!!!!!
I think …
is feeling Horrible
hi, ive been on anti depressents for 15 years, am 39. Hate my life just want this pain to end, been in hospital for depression, nothing seems to help long term...... Am currently off work, cant face going out and seeing people. I just want to get into a cupboard and stay there!
Its 12.30 here now, and I haven't had a drink today, feel totally desperate for one, really trying not too, god its so hard!!!!!!
I think …
God, why is it things keep seem to be going from bad to sodding worse!!!!!!!!!!
Got a letter this morning from work, to say they will no longer …
ThursNo guilt head today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Feel Okay today, I guess thats cos I didnt get wasted last night, going to make myself get ready and go for …
Well here I am, still sat in bed with the curtains closed. Really cant face the outside today.
Am so worried about were am heading here, …
hiya hun how's u i cant believe u had to come home to no tiding up done u need to crack the whip lol
hiya hun hope ur feeling a little better i really do infections are not plesant so lay back and enjoy the rest and even the food i find hospital food is great for kick starting ur diet lol just wanted to say i am thinking of u do take care sue
u will start to feel better once tablets kick in hun or i can just make u laugh and get rid of it that way oh i knew i wanted to ask did u have key hole or sliced and diced
hi do let me know asap wot doc says hun u know im nosy sue x
hi no son went back to her and kids she still seeing her b/f still pregnant to her b/f and yes my son wants her tells me he cant help it he loves her so i just told him im not happy about it but he know's when things get tough and they will he as to fone me and he can come to me to chill out and think and yes i am MAD