supernaturalthng's Journal

I just wanted to say hi to all my Lupus friends.  Special hellos to LoLo and Kelli.  Hope you guys are doing well.  Lolo, thanks for posting pictures.  I love pictures, because they tell a great deal about one's life.  Kelli, thanks for making me your friend, and hugs in return to you.  Dani, I'm worried about you.  Please let us all know how you are doing. 

This is basically a useless information journal entry.  Oh Kelli, the dumb boyfriend is now being somewhat supportive, since I drug him to a doctor and the doctor explained to him what was happening with my body...men are so dumb sometimes.  I was watching TV the other day, and they were advertising Raw Mineral makeup.  I haven't worn makeup for years since this Lupus ordeal.  I used to love makeup.  Me and Dolly Parton would have a field day with a makeup box, she'd beat me out because she has more money than I do.  Anyway, I decided to try this Raw Mineral stuff, so I sent away for the sample kit.  Ladies, this stuff is awesome.  The picture I posted I have the very light fair powder on and the peach blush.  It will make you look years younger.  It stays on all day, and the lipstick is great.  AND the best part about this makeup, is it has a sun protection factor in it.  Yippee.  Because I sure need it, being one step away from being an albino!

Bad news came my way today.  Last week I went into a fit of depression because they took me off all the meds.  This was a good and bad thing.  Now we know what is causing my flare-ups.  Pyschiatric medication.  OK we put the Lupus in remission, but now we are dealing with severe depression.  The only good I can say about this ordeal, is I got two weeks of skin burning relief.  So, what did I do to reward myself?  I threatened to take a bottle of Lunesta to take myself out from the depression.  So what did they do?  Put me on Amibify, and now my face is starting to burn again.  This is the pits ladies and gentleman.  Does this get any better?  I'm still going to be optimist about finding a med for a balance, but I got knocked back a step.  Bummer.