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I am 37 years old and I am separated from my husband. He is an addict/alcohol&cocaine.He is still in denial that he's doing anything wrong. I have Let Go and Let God. I still love him but time is quite amazing. The more he denies, sadly...the farther I move on.I have a beautiful son, 2 1/2 years old and he is the reason I was born. All those years of enabling came into to focus when I saw my own worth through my son's eyes. I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt what my baby deserved and therefore realized that I too deserve better. I just couldn't or didn't want to see all the bad. My prayers are still and forever for the complete healing of my husband and for the Will of God to be fulfilled in our lives. He loves his son and spends time with him, however...I wish he'd love himself enough to realize "Children don't become what you tell them, they become what they see"
Dogs and animals in general, though I own none right now. That was something I had to give up(of course to loving homes)to make some real changes in my living situation. I also love garage sales and any thrifting.I love to sing 24/7 and I am a trained dancer and insructor. Journaling and writing are also a big part of my life.
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Thata Boy! I'm proud of you! Keep your head up and know I'm here for you!…
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Yes gifts. Gifts that only you posess. There is only one you in the whole world! Your gift of art...your…
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Believe in yourself like I believe in you. God believe's in you! You can do anything you set your mind…
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Honey, you didn't upset me at all. I'm just what people like to refer to as a "straight shooter" I'm…
growin commented on autumn2672003’s journal entry So their in rehab woohoo! 2:33pm
I feel your anger and pain. The frustration of the ridiculous rollercoaster we ride, ya know?! There…
October 6, 2008 12:00am
Today was a great day. I thank God for His hand in all I do. Today, my husband and I took our son to the Pumpkin Farm and had a wonderful …
August 25, 2008 11:54am
I am forced to step back from my real estate endevour. Due to many factors...one being financial, I must refocus my initial plan. I …
August 15, 2008 5:43pm
My lonliness is killing me today! I strive each day to make the best of all my blessings and for all of them I am grateful. Yet, no …
August 10, 2008 11:00pm
My life is a blessed one but I'd be lying if I didn't say that it overwhelms me at times. I've heard that God never gives us more …
July 27, 2008 9:44pm
Hey there all my dear friends. I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still here, just a bit crazy these days. My son has …
I am 37 years old and I am separated from my husband. I spent the last 13 years of my life loving a man, seeing the good and praying for the miracle. He is an addict and I WAS his enabler. I quit that job and now he's officially hired. I found the job for me: " My life and my beautiful son's "As a mom now and as a woman I am called to protect my son and my heart. I finally understand what it means to Let Go and Let God! I'm living it.
I am a 37 yo mom raising my 2 1/2 yearold son as a single parent. His father is a part of his life,and loves his son very much. He is just not with me right now. His lifestyle of partying and his addictions to drugs were just something I would not let my only son be exposed to. He (my husband that is} is always in my prayers but my son is 1st and foremost. Afterall, I have been blessed with the gift of being a mom and it is my responsibity to protect, raise and love my son, so here I am
I am not the addict, my husband is. I joined this group as an additional support to understand the addict a bit more. I feel a great sence of hope in reading your stories and it also gives me my dose of reality as well. So I thank you all for being courageous enough to share your journeys. You are all in my prayers. I guess I'm just looking to educate myself as much as one can.
