Journal Entry for August 3, 2008
i brought vodka tablets and knife blades 2day.... the only thing stopping me is my kids who will look after them.... but dont knw how much longer it …
is feeling Horrible
I am a 42 year old mum to 1 daughter (8yrs) and 1 son(18yrs). my son has aspergers syndrome.
I used to belong to a paranormal investigating team until they kicked me out cause of my illness. I have a dog , 3 cats and 1 hamster so as you can see i also lke animals.
i brought vodka tablets and knife blades 2day.... the only thing stopping me is my kids who will look after them.... but dont knw how much longer it …
NO JOB NO PARTNER NO FUTURE NO LIFE NO HOPE NO MONEY feel really pissed off at mo. lost job yesterday god knows wot i'm going to do now.... …
I DID IT.... I went back to work today.... yay me ok its only part time at the moment but i made it ... i lasted 6 hours.... now got to go tomorrow …
just got back from hospital. had to have intrevenous steroids and be put on oxygen. face and tounge swelled up big time again. dont know what caused …
2 more days 2 go before i go bac to work.... getting really anxious now to the point where my face is swelling up again....why cant i just stop this …
Thanks for the Hug
stressed with the kids fighting and arguing!! lol xoxox
im really glad that ur ok, i was honestly really worried bout u last night. sorry if i seemed harsh xoxoxoxox how r u now?
im sorry that you are feeling so sad tonight. stay safe please
Always here for you, you know that! Hang in there, things will get better, I promise you that!. Love and hugs
I am very recently seperated from my daughters father. I have been told I have got social phobia, general anxiety disorder and depression. I am looking for some support to help me get back on track with my life.
I am very recently seperated from my daughters father. I have been told I have got social phobia, general anxiety disorder and depression. I am looking for some support to help me get back on track with my life.