swedish’s Profile

About Me

27 and a mess should i be here i ask but am so depressed after 2 years of nightmares and ask myself did i kill a guy or was it not my fault did i help it happen or did i have no way of avoid it or did i really want this to happen why am i struggle to live with this depression will i ever find my lostfaithwith god and my self i need friends so so bad if only to say i was at fault but to talk to people is all i need to fight my fears I write down everything I want to remember. That way, instead of spending a lot of time trying to remember what it is I wrote down, I spend the time looking for the paper I wrote it down on.

Interests

sailing the boat around the world reading reserch the internet for items of interest learn to dive meeting people to share a little of me as i pass alone my voyage of life looking at other ways of understand life