Falling fast
August 17, 2008 12:23am
My life really is falling fast. My gas got shot off, only a matter of days before the dsl is shot off. I have pawned just about everything I own. …
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NotcrazyJoJo’s Profile
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NotcrazyJoJo
is feeling Horrible
Trying to live one day at a time.
Recently: 2 hugs received, 1 group discussion post more …
About Me
I am a 31 year old mom of two kids. Who I love dearly.My partner and I have been together for 4 years, she is my rock and I love her. I have been trying to deal with my bipolar and the meds. I have come along way but know I think I need some support to build a support system, I have my kids and my girlfriend. But there is only so much you can discuss with them. Who knows maybe I can even help someone else, in the process.
Interests
Let's see I love to read (I collect Nora Roberts books) I now have 100 of her books. I like cooking out, ice fishing, computers, and I love spending time with my girls. They are such a joy.
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NotcrazyJoJo changed their mood to Horrible 12:23am
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NotcrazyJoJo wrote a journal entry: Falling fast 12:23am
My life really is falling fast. My gas got shot off, only a matter of days before the dsl is shot off.…
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Slipping away
July 10, 2008 6:51pm
I just don't understand where I went wrong. I have loved her from day one. I waited around while she decided if she was ready to give me her …
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Journal Entry for June 18, 2008
June 18, 2008 11:36am
Just sitting here drinking coffee. Have some of my work for the day done. Will do some more tonight. The kids are quiet and playing. I am somewhat at …
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June 5, 2008 2:34pm
Today has been real hard. Its the last day of school for my kids and I am having a bad day. I need to try and get into a betetr mood before they get …
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Jo, get some real solid help from your doctor so you can deal with everything else that is happening around you. If your girlfriend is real she will get involved in this process or get her out of your way. Your home and children come first (not in that order) put out the biggest fires first. Get help don't try and do this alone. GET as much help as you possibly can from as many people/groups/organization's AS POSSIBLE. you have to be more stable to do all this. Please get with your doctor! I will be thinking well of you, for you and your girls.
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I am so sorry to see that you are in such agony. I know it well and hope it will pass soon for you. Hers a real cyber hug from a fellow bp-er.
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glad to see you are feeling better. Now come back to Living Lesbian ( your creation) and play!
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I hope you and your woman are finding a way....
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No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
NotcrazyJoJo hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Close Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I am ina almost4 year relationship and for the most part I am happy. Just wanted to meet friends and chat.
Open Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
I have been clean for 2 months now and I thought it would get easier as time went on but the cravings are real bad.
Open Bereavement
In December I lost my mom. Now you have to understand the history. At age 11 my real dad committed suicide, at age 12 my step dad died of a heart attack. At age 13 my mom gave up all parental rights of me to the state of Indiana. So my mom and I were not close until about 4 years when I moved to Texas. My mom and I were finally being a mother and daughter. We laughed and cried and forgave. But most of all I got to know my mom. Then she died December 16th 2007. I am just seeking support.
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- Remembering Working / Worked
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