Thank you Daily Strength Friends and Jesus!
September 3, 2008 2:17pm
Writing about all this really does help, along with the sites I have got off of here. I have been reading about codependancy, self-worth and …
Philme’s Profile
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About Me
I am a 51 year old mother of 4, grandmother of 6. I have been in a relationship with a crack head for 6 years. He has been doing crack for more than 15 years. He says he can control how much he does it, but he has no money and is always bumming from me, so I think he does it pretty regularly. I see him do it at least 2 times a week, sometimes more. I love him, I love being around him. I am trying to figure out how to cope with it.
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Philme replied to their discussion post Letter From a Crackhouse in the Families & Friends Of Addicts support group 4:21pm
Sorry, Terry Williams…
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Philme replied to their discussion post Letter From a Crackhouse in the Families & Friends Of Addicts support group 4:21pm
You will have to copy and paste the link to get to it. Or you can search Urbanities and the aricle is…
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Philme wrote a discussion post in the Families & Friends Of Addicts support group: Letter From a Crackhouse 4:15pm
http://www.city-journal.org/article02.php?aid=159 I found the above web page letter very interesting.…
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Philme replied to openmind’s discussion post I want to call him!! I shouldn't. in the Codependency support group 2:48pm
I know exactly how you feel. I am my own worst enemy. I never could fight the "urge" off, no…
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I have got to get him out of my head.
August 26, 2008 11:57am
Dan the crackhead, is really pouring it on strong now and he want let me go. Calls me everyday. I told myself to just ignore …
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I'm sick of obsessing over him.
August 25, 2008 4:03pm
Dan (my crackhead lover) calls me almost everyday, at odd times, don't know if he is missing me or wanting me to bring him a blunt to …
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I didn't call him, he called me.
August 13, 2008 4:37pm
I said I'm feeling ok because, I am just feeling numb. I said I wasn't calling him anymore. If he missed me he would call …
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Be Happy
August 12, 2008 3:16pm
Why shouldn't I feel excellent? This is a day the Lord made!!! I have been to see Dan a few times since my almost dieing episode, of …
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Welcome to the site hope you find some relief here :).
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hello there hows things going I hope your doing good have a great week
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Hay how ya doing everything aok I hope so I've been working alot this week But doing very good myself you have a Great forth hang in there
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Hay there hows everything going with you staying strong? I'm doing great and loving life more and more . anyway You have a great weekend ok God Bless
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Support Groups
Close Infidelity
I love a crack head that uses me. He sleeps with other women, so I sleep with several men.
Close Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
I have been in love with a crackhead for 6 years. He has used me and broke my heart. Now I am going to give in and commit to him. Can a crackhead commit?
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
I have had a boyfriend for 6 years that is a crackhead. We were more or less just "F" buddies until recently. I have another boyfriend that treats me like a queen, but I just don't have the feelings for him that I do for the crackhead.
Treatments
Open Codependency
I have a lot to learn about codependency, but I am sure I am one.
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