Friend...
August 20, 2008 8:55pm
A friend of mine wrote this and I had to make a copy:
I'm am nothing , an illusion, A myth I am a shipwreck floating adrift, I am a …
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gumper
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And now, without you, what do we do? Where do we turn? To the stars, Bowen. To the stars.
Recently: 58 hugs received, 52 hugs given more …
About Me
Bowen: You are the last... Draco: My time here is over! Strike! Bowen: You are my friend. Draco: Then as my friend, STRIKE, PLEASE!
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gumper gave leahanne a Hug 9:14pm
and counting. I will be asking you some serious questions when i get home :P…
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gumper gave leahanne a Hug 8:46pm
Not busy, just the usual boredom kicking in :D…
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gumper gave leahanne a Hug 7:41pm
2 hrs!!!!!! OMGGGGGG…
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gumper gave leahanne a Hug 6:57pm
Still sooo long left. trying not to read certain posts ;p tough work though…
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gumper gave leahanne a Hug 6:26pm
:D Say hi to them for me. Only 3 hrs left wooooo…
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Quicksand...
August 9, 2008 8:47am
The harder you fight, the deeper you sink. Until you can't move... you can't breathe... because you're in over your head. Like …
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In the End.
August 7, 2008 7:38pm
Kinda like my life at the moment. Had to fall to realise what I had and what I have thrown away.
It starts with one thing I …
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Losses
August 3, 2008 1:27am
It's real life that gets me.
I just don't know how to deal with things anymore.
Im seriously considering cutting my losses and moving back …
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Close Depression
: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have a kind of voice in my head. Anything positive that happens to me, this voice turns it around, it breaks it down until all it is is a negative mark against me. I can't live with this voice anymore...I really can't. I tried once to kill myself and failed. There is no greater failure then that. :(
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- Took this stuff. Gave it 3 months or so and then stopped taking them as was sick all the time, sweating, basically looking like death warmed over. I then added them to my overdose pile. :( Doctor said no pills after that.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Just started on it today 09th June 2008. Fingers crossed it works.
Close Self-Injury
Started cutting myself to drown out the mental anguish. It works.
Treatments
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- The pain is there, but it is fleeting.
- Squeezing Ice Somewhat Helpful
- Hand gets too numb to do anything else.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Kinda helpful. I usually go ahead and do it after we talk though.
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- 52 hugs given
- 58 hugs received
- 28 discussion replies
- 2 journal comments
