shiv89's Journal

so i went to work today!

decided 2 go and see my aunty after because i haven't seen her in a while!

so i get there for 10:30ish and my mom n brother are there but i knew they were goin anyway!

at 10:45 i get a phone call of my ex! i just couldn't understand it! so i ignored it!

then he phones again so i think sumthin must be up! so bein the nice girl i am!

I phoned him back!

And he's phoned me 2 tell me the whole baby "story" is bullshit and i know his ex had a miscarriage and its my way at gettin back at him!

and then i get if u wanted 2 get back wiv me all u had 2 do was say but not now u've tried 2 give my best mate head! I WAS LIKE WTF!!

as if i would stoop 2 his level! i'm not like that yea i did kiss mark (his best mate) but that was cuz i thought it might hurt him 4 what he did 2 me!

he said i watched my ex take a test i never saw u do that! and how the f*** do u know what it would have been ur a f***in bullshitter!

and then 2 top things off i phone him back 2 ask him 2 talk 2 me! WHY?!?!

and mark his best mate answers and says he's not gonna talk 2 ya just leave it! i went ape shit!

i was like i am REALLY not in the mood 4 u!

i'm thinkin bout just runnin off n leavin everythin i'm fed up

my mom is treatin me like i'm 12 my brother is 14 n has his mood swings n i feel like i'm gonna kill him! and my dad pshhhttt! my dad dnt care!

the only person who does is the one that keeps sayin no!

anyway friday OMG friday!

i went 2 the pub got wasted and ended up in my mate craigs bed! :O:O

nd i've only known craig a week! :O:O:O was fun still :P

anyway hugs r greatly appreciated!