To Terms
There's nothing quite like being invited to a friend's drinking party and being surrounded by a bunch of straight people.
I quite enjoy …
I'm just another person in the big wide world trying to make the best of everything. I have been accused of being cryptic, idealistic, realistic, tragic, heroic, obnoxious, impenetrable, timid, brave, callous, stoic, emotional, spontaneous, romantic, UNromantic, logical, irrational, strange, normal, stupid, and bright. Since all of those seem to contradict each other, I usually let others label me as they see fit. Different people bring out different aspects of myself anyway. I am infinitely charmed by older women with adorable personalities and mannerisms. I am easily torn down by my atopic dermatitis, but I struggle not to let others know. The most they know is that I "look tired." I have few friends and many acquaintances. I believe that sometimes, people become so close to you that they stop being friends and start being part of your family. I believe "family" does not have to be defined by blood. I believe Batman is and always will be a lot more interesting that Superman. I believe in buying my music. Yeah. I know, right?
-I read and write short stories. I listen to music, but doesn't t everyone these days? I kind of miss the days when I was on the only one in class who always had my cd player going every chance I got. Being stronger emotionally and physically. sleeping in until the sun is streaming in my windows (here, the sun's up by 4:20 am though. listening to rain on my windowpane. people watching in busy places. daydreaming at my desk. drinking parties with coworkers with 2am karaoke sessions. being ten feet away from the stage while my favorite performer is dishing out a powerful song. Amano Tsukiko, if my Japanese were better, I would tell you that you save my life constantly.
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I had these same thoughts when I first realized I was going to have to tell my parents. I've dealt with…
There's nothing quite like being invited to a friend's drinking party and being surrounded by a bunch of straight people.
I quite enjoy …
I experienced my first love when I was 21. She was an exchange student at my school and we were just good friends at first.
When she went back …
Last Monday, I stepped out of my station at twenty minutes to midnight with my duffel bag flung over my shoulder. Trains stop running at midnight, so …
This morning, I packed a duffel bag, picked up a bit aroung my apartment, and then walked to the train station to catch the 11:16 express train that …
It's really strange living in a country in which the general public can't fathom the phenomenon of racism. Japan is almost completely …
It started when I was 8 and we moved to a city with more pollution, different pollen, and then we made the grave mistake of getting a dog. My skin was always inflamed, red, itchy, unsightly, and always getting infected for the next ten years. I didn't have clear skin once for that entire decade. I don't know how I survived that. My skin was better in college. a few seasonal flare ups around midterms and finals. In Japan, it's awesome in winter and absolute hell in in spring/summer.
Not much to tell. Age 9, I saw a naked man and a naked woman for the first time and was infinitely more drawn to the woman. Age 14, I developed an impossible crush on a older woman. Actually, since age 9, I've always seemed to have crushes on older women. ._. Even now. How incredibly lame.