Journal Entry for June 5, 2008
June 5, 2008 10:36pm
Here's a few quick updates for anyone who cares...
Things are about the same as far as my life is concerned. My situation isn't really …
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About Me
I'm Michael. I have many problems. I'm here because I'm desperate and don't have many other places to go. I'm trying to find peace in this world. I try to every day, but usually all I end up with is more pain and agony. I do hate my life in many ways, I'm just stating it because it's a fact. I've made a whole lot of mistakes in my 19 years of living and continue to fuck up on a regular basis. I should be dead right now, sometimes I wish I was.
Interests
I have a wide variety of interests, but what I'm most dedicated to is professional wrestling, namely WWE.
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That really sucks =(. Hopefully everything works out for you. I'm leaving for California today, so I'll…
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Well I wish your friend the best. Hopefully everything will work out. You just have to believe it will…
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Back from paradise
May 30, 2008 5:55pm
So I'm back from Florida. I was there from Sunday until Thursday, and generally enjoyed every minute of it. If you read my last blog, you would …
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Why even try?
May 21, 2008 9:54pm
I think I'm gonna have to quit reaching out to people. If I reach out to somebody and they ignore me or push me away for whatever reason, fine. I …
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Random Blog Number 2
May 20, 2008 3:09am
Welcome to random blog entry number two. So, what's going on tonight? Well, not much, and I like it that way. Seems like anytime I'm actually …
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Thanks. My friend's dad just died on tuesday, my ex boyfriend's dad died last week and a class mate from last year died this week as well. I'm still sick and got heaps of work due! =[
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It's ok. I just hope she gets through it.
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Its no problem. I just hope I was able to help. Anywho, how are you?
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Yes but it may have spread. If it has then she said she wont be having any treatment/
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionAbuse and neglect as a young kid led to drug addiction, major depression and countless psychological problems.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- It worked for a while and eventually stopped. The side effects were intense and the withdrawl symptoms nearly killed me.
- Lexapro Not Working
- It did not help me at all. It made me much worse and the side effects were unbearable.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- Most of the time it's just too hard to be all happy-go-lucky when the world and your life as you know it is falling apart. You just feel like your bullshitting yourself, because you are.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It did not help my situation, but understanding myself better was somewhat beneficial to me I think.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- My friends can't understand this kind of stuff. My family makes everything 100 times worse.
- Writing Not Working
- Nobody reads my journal entries on here anymore, and there's no encouragement in talking to yourself.
Close Self-Injury
Started cutting 4 years ago. Did it a few times then stopped and didn't resume cutting again until this year. I went on a cutting rampage for at least two or three weeks, and unfortunately I succumbed to self-injury again last night and ripped up my chest pretty good. So I'm pretty fucked at this point.
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