Well, I'm a 16 year old girl and was diagnosed as Biplor a mere year ago in May of 2007. It is hard to believe I had a mood disorder. But , as my counsler said its something you have to accept and hope to grow through it. I would like to say, I'm very religious. But , I'm not. Just a bit.Lol. I have a ...off the wall sense of humor(that explains who I hang out with (preppy asians and dorks) I love to laugh. But , in my "down" periods I forget how. And in my "mania" periods I can't stop. Anyway , to the point. I would love to recieve HELP AND UNDESTANDING FROM TEENS WHO UNDERSTAND. Because , I am way to afraid to tell any of my friends. Because , I'm terrifed they would think of me diffent. Like , there is something wrong with me , you know? Well, I'm Becca. And this is a story-case recovery in making.
BipolarEmperess updated their status 9:30pm
is getting sad…
July 28, 2008 4:21am
Oh my god , my dad keeps calling me fat ass and everytime my mom looks at me she just gets this really grossed out look and says "why don't …
July 25, 2008 8:53am
I am so excited I got down to my idel weight but very frustrated the nightmare aren't going away. I'm afraid I'm cycling …
May 27, 2008 8:16pm
You say I"m different.
You say I was better off off off.
But , you don't know how it feels like to be so sad , you couldn't get out …
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It always seems right when school starts and through the winter , I'm in my "down" stages. My friend once told me that "Its not like your depressed. Because ,you would frown. You have absolutely no expression on your face. Its like your not there" And she was spot on , in that stage , I didn't feel like myself. I felt like I was drowning and help would never be on its way. I was hopeless. And then I seeked solace in Philosphers , such as Hegel and Aristole. They taught me so much about the world and human behaviour. It made me feel like this "bipolar" was just like any obstacle in life , I had to overcome it. And I hope by joining this support group , I have taken the right steps to recovery. To leaped into myself again
I'm 16 , confused , pretty , conceited , caring , honest and..bipolar. I wish I could change the fact that I'm bipolar BUT I can't. I kind of lost my respect for god , as AWFUL as it sounds , I did. Because , he couldn't take this..illness away. Now , I respect him more than anything in the world. Besides , my Grandma Carmen and counsler. It helped shape me into a better person , with more UPS AND DOWNS than anyone should have , lol.
