I dunno what i am suppost to write in this. I have been depressed for sometime now ever since i was little and every person i talk to seems not to be able to help me in any kinda way... I have been on different kinds of meds nutin seems to help. I have been hospitalized 3 different times and the only thing that seems to help is cuttin. it releases my feelings since i have noone that understands what i am goin threw. All my friends dont understand what is wrong and why i do it. My friends have never understood. they all threaten not to be friends with me cause of it...I cant seem to make them understand that its not me theres somethin wrong with me......I dunno what to do anymore. i have a kid and i love her to death but i seem to fuck everything up when i get depressed. Oh geeze i dunno what to do anymore.....