life sucks
June 8, 2008 10:46pm
When will it ever end
blueangetr’s Profile
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blueangetr
is feeling Horrible
About Me
I am 36 and have been struggling with depression for years. I was diagnossed with cancer but beat it at 30 and also with IC which has changed my life in every way. There still is no cure and I try to smile through all the pain. But cry all the time when alone. Thanx to my friend I joined this site it seems this is where my thoughts and feelings fit right in.
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never enough
May 24, 2008 2:35am
Why am I never enough. I try and try and I am just never enough 36 years of feeling that way sucks. I am so tired. I wish someone …
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why bother
May 24, 2008 12:15am
No one cares so why bother. At the end of the day no one really cares how you feel, they say how are you but really honestly they …
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Journal Entry for May 21, 2008
May 21, 2008 11:15am
Not a good day today. I didn't want to get out of bed or leave the house.
When you leave the house or answer the phone it gives someone a chance …
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Tired
May 20, 2008 8:49pm
Not sure what to write today other than I hope I can sleep. Just wish people would treat others the way they would want to be treated. Thats …
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Support Groups
Close Interstitial Cystitis (IC)
I have had IC for 6 years now. It is a very painful and blind to others.
Treatments
- Bladder Distention Not Working
- too painful but they did a biopsy and also found I have the bladder size of a child.
- Bladder Instillation Not Working
- Almost passed out from the pain
- Elmiron Not Working
- has not worked but they are going to try to use it as a bladder coctail
Close Depression
I have suffered from this horrible depression for years and it shows its worst side too often recently. I cry as soon as I get up and all during the day. I don't sleep and I am having trouble faking it anymore. Meds have not worked.
Treatments
- Meditation Not Working
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