slade87's Journal

 I feel so good when I go to sleep but every time I wake up its the same stuff stomach pains dry mouth I feel like crap! I normally wouldnt write this but I have been using different drugs sinc I was 15. mostly pot but I dont consider my self an adict. THere will be a week were I will get high 3 times a day then I wont smoke for a month but recently Ive been trying vicodine, oxycotten, and morphine. But I still work full time and It dosnt efect my social life

 It just takes all my  pain and problems away. I know its a problem that needs to stop but y is it wrong to feel so good if it dosnt bother anyone or efect my life maybe I just have too much time on my hands. Me and my friends use to all do this stuff cuz it was a good time but when Im by my self it just reminds me of when I had good times and then the next day I feel even worse!!!!!!!!!!