slade87's Journal

Hello my name is slade and im 21,  nothing out of the ordinary 6'3'' 214. I have had the worst 2 years of my life and there seems to be no end. it started when I went to help push a car out of a ditch and My chest started to hurt so bad i couldnt breath. the er said it was pulled muscles. 2 months later I started to have stomach pains and couldnt go to the bathroom and shortly after that I started throwing up blood and passing blood. THey said i had cancer., turns out I didnt I was dignosed with hiatle hurnia acid reflux and ebs. or eritable bowle syndrome. its been a year since the dignosis and i still have bad gerd and pians and still passing blood. I dont know what to do I'm so young and falling apart but the doctors just give me meds. Im so stressed I was sent to behavrial heath doctor. If its only what they say it is y do I throw up when I even cough. or pass blood. I dont want anymore test I just want to enjoy my life. How could I have gerd, acid reflux, ebs, hiatle hernia, and alsers! Ive gained so much wieght I use to wiegh 160. IM a train wreck and its only getting worse. I cant belieave I have full health insurance and all they do is tell me to take pills and dont worry about it. I dont think they have ever came home at 7 in the mornig from working all night and fell to their knees and throw up blood for 6 hours strieght. It has gotten better but it is so up and down is this what I should expect for the rest of my life?