Journal Entry for October 20, 2007
I thought I would give a shout out to my friends,but I probably wont journal,unless something fabulous happens,but I am not in a good place …
is feeling Horrible
MY FLARE UpS are GOING TO MAKE MY HEART QUIT BEATING!!GEEZ_HOW much PAIN can a human being take???
Fibromylgia is getting me, but depression seems to be my bigger problem, lately. Looking for friends to talk to, that understand.I pretend all is fine.Reaching out. I use to be a blast, and got out alot, but becoming VERY isolated, as my depression shows in my eyes.Hope I can make friends on Daily Srength.
Play piano, harmonica, use to play guitar, but Fibro set in, so had to give that up.Love music, reading, and good at helping others feel better, but dont know how to be good to me!!
I thought I would give a shout out to my friends,but I probably wont journal,unless something fabulous happens,but I am not in a good place …
Hey ds fiends!! Sorry I have been not journalng,but was going through a rough time. I was feeling so rotten,and kept thinking it ws allergies,as …
Well I just completed my living room,but havent gotten around to taking any pictures of my new eclipse rug.BUT,I did finally add some photos,but on …
Well I am happy today-shock the world!!!!LOL!! I ordered a beautiful "Eclipse Rug"imported from Saudi Arabia,and it is soooo …
Dear friends. Sorry I am not answering anyone right now-I am in a really bad cycle of sadness,and cant seem to shake it.Ever since my flare up of …
Do not worry about "boring us with your crap". All of us have been through it and are still going through it right along with you, so vent away. I know when I feel like s**t, I get on this site and let my frustrations out in my journal. Later, I go back and read all the supportive and loving comments that folks leave there, and I feel, if not physically and/or emotionally better, at least like I'm not the only one in the world who's going through this. That's what we're here for, friend; we're here for you. And we understand. Here's wishing you a hell of a lot of good things because you DESERVE it, and don't ever forget how wonderful you are!!
I cannot ease your aching heart, Nor take your pain away; But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears; I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here and I will stand by you, On each hill you have to climb; So take my hand, let's face the world... And live just one day at a time. You're not alone, for I'm still here, I'll go that extra mile; And when your grief is easier, I'll help you learn to smile!Love,Maria
I hope an angel of love visits you today and whispers in your ear that God hears you every time you pray. I hope an angel of peace visits you tonight and touches your soul, inspiring dreams that are as bright as star light. I hope an angel of mercy visits you tomorrow and mends your heart, taking away all of your pain and sorrow. I hope an angel of light visits you every day bringing you endless joy and hope for the sunshine that's on the way~Love,Maria
If your burdens are too heavy to bear, release them on the wings of a prayer. Put your faith in the Father above, and let Him soothe you with His love. If you go to Him with an open heart, your worries and cares will swiftly depart. Though all of your troubles won't be solved, He'll give you strength until the problem's resolved. As long as He knows that you're trying your best, He'll lend you a hand to take care of the rest~Love,Maria
Thought you might need a hug.
former doestic abuse counselor,and now had to leave as my fibromylgia has gotten the best of me and I have NO SUPPORT
my fiancee' committed suicide in front of me,and as a former domestic abuse counselor,i was use to guns and witnessing violence,but never thought it would end up like this.I now suffer pstd,and SEVERE fibromylgia.I only go to family events IF i am having a good day(VERY RARE)so they think I am fine,as never see me on bad days.Doctors and nurses treat me like a drug seeker also,so I will die from pain.Worn out!
HELP!!! I have had fibromylgia for 8-10 yrs.now,but the past few months I am always tired.Could I have cfs?? Please help me-advice badly needed,and any info would be soooo appreciated.Korynne
I am having a flare up of diverticulitis right now,and drs. office closed.Had some flagyl,and amoxicillan left over so now I am trying to remember if I take at same time???Any advice?Should I eat high fiber during an atack???OUCH!!!!
I was told I have a hiatal hernia years ago,but never bothered me much,but lately I feel lie this thing is protruding,and is painful,and I do have trouble breathing at times,and then I panic.Does anyone have more info on exactly what this is,and what are all the symptoons? A chiropractor found it years ago,but I never paid much attention. I have this chronic cough lately from acid reflux and allergies-could that make it flare up?I am looking for advice,Thanks:Korynne
I spent most of my go0d times,going to see my mom. I thought she was doing okay,and then one day my sister called,and said mom was gone. No explanation,no nothing. My brother and I live 3 hrs away from our home town,but the brothers and sisters that live there,were always too busy to visit her,and never talk about her,like she never existed.She was the best mom anyone could ask for.I am grieving intensely.Am I asking myself too many questions?
I believe I am starting or going through menopause-and really need support!!I dont even know ME anymore-I am riding a roller coaster of emotions,and I am scared at times I am going crazy!!I get soooo depressed at times,that it makes me physically ill.Anyone else get like this-or get scared your going to lose your mind,and beg for god to carry you through those times? By the way,my name is Korynne-been suffering in silence.