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I STILL HAVE NOT FOUND A REASON TO LIVE,BUT I KEEP GOING ON EACH DAY.I DO GET PISSED THAT I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.GOD NEEDS TO JUST TAKE ME ALREADY.
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I have tried to kill myself 3 times in one month,and the docs brought me back,and now I have been thinking about it again.I want my life to feel worth it but I just can't find that worth.All I feel is nothing will get better and I will feel this way forever.I am also a cutter,and lastnight I cut on myself a lot.I have been depressed for a long time.I first tried to take my life when I was 13 and have not still found that reason to want to live.Shrinks and meds don't help.I feel like I have a battle going on to live or die.
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I dont know what to say all the time, but if you need someone to talk too I can give you my phone number sometime. My name is William Todd Clemons I hate you feel so bad, I will try to be a good friend. Thats all I can do from here. I dont know much about you, but I will be as understanding as I can. Please try to be safe and If you think you want to kill yourself or do cutting, write me are call. I will try to do what I can. I think its great that you are trying life over death, by being on this site its a start. I do care so give me a try. lets talk on the phone at least one time, so I can hear your voice. I care about you!!! :) A tear for a tear. I hope I can help you to smile again. Well thats it for now, please be safe.
apparently God thinks you need to be here. i agree with him...i'm sure there are lots of reasons for you to live...you just aren't seeing them clearly right now. hang in there sweety.
leahanne