Journal Entry for May 20, 2008
I STILL HAVE NOT FOUND A REASON TO LIVE,BUT I KEEP GOING ON EACH DAY.I DO GET PISSED THAT I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.GOD NEEDS TO JUST TAKE ME ALREADY.
I STILL HAVE NOT FOUND A REASON TO LIVE,BUT I KEEP GOING ON EACH DAY.I DO GET PISSED THAT I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING.GOD NEEDS TO JUST TAKE ME ALREADY.
I have tried to kill myself 3 times in one month,and the docs brought me back,and now I have been thinking about it again.I want my life to feel …
friend first and forever :)
its ok baby smile I found my you can too find your happy place its ok if you dont know how just look around talk to you soon IAM with you always its ok to cry it show me you love you :) more later ok, its ok we cry it show are selfs we love are selfs now pray for me..... and jesus :) just try might love it.
You doing ok? I hope you are. Big huggies. Good morning its a new day try doing something new. Take a walk and take a look around you. enjoy being yourself, find your happy place. You are the only one that knows what it is and where it might be! :) Big Hug :) Look inside to it might be there too. Smile its not that bad. You can do it just take little step's and do it for you.
I miss you. Big Huggs, Get well soon.
big hug!! I hope you are ok and safe.