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..to much inside... Mood
Thursday, July 3, 2008

1:44am

 

im not sure if im still hear because i dont want to die or because i just dont want my bf to come home and find me.  i told myself yesturday that i either #1 want to love myself to the point where food and obsessive food thoughts dont control me or #2 to kill myself so the pain goes away.  and i know for a fact #1 is not an option i will never love myself enough to not hate myself...

 

i dont know what to do...

 

i have to much inside that needs to be written but im to exhuasted to do that right now...

 

 

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