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im not sure if im still hear because i dont want to die or because i just dont want my bf to come home and find me. i told myself …
is feeling Horrible
im 22 years old im a full time college student for photography....more to come...
photography, ballet
1:44am
im not sure if im still hear because i dont want to die or because i just dont want my bf to come home and find me. i told myself …
I went to lunch with my sister today I certainly did not want to do that because of her weight loss and before we left my gram said to her your …
i'm going to my shrink next tuseday for my appointment and i need to tell her that i cant stop thinking about suicide latley...i dont want to die …
ive crid talking tomy brother in law i love him..i asked i thought u wre mad at me so i culdnt talk to u asnmy,ore...he saie maybe i just missed …
i'm very scared...im going to spend the night at my sisters houes tonight and the last time i saw her i had to cut myself to be ok...latley i …
i was always the fat one in the family growing up at most i weight 220lbs and then it started. i had my heart broken and thats where it began. i've had an eating disorder for 7 years since i was 15 years old. at first i didnt loose weight on purpose i just got depressed and lost a lot of weight and i just didnt eat as much as i use to. i didnt even notice i was eating less. and then it took off and i started to abuse laxatives at age 17 and thats when bulimia started.
i started to cut myself at the age of 15. it started out as a suicide attempt...but im still here and have been cutting ever since then...i recently went 226 days with out and i slipped about 2 months ago and im now caught back in the addictive cycle and cant get out.