I'm not so sure how all this works as I just signed up at the advice of a friend. I'm miserable right now. I'm depressed mostly as a result of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. It seems it doesn't really matter what it's from. The fact is, its there and I'm suffering b/c of it. This is slightly unusual, but today, I've barely left my room and that took all the energy I had. I just recently changed jobs and the new one isn't really working out so well. I just keep wondering, why can't i just lay in my bed all day. The worst part is the things that used to be so much fun to me just aren't any more. Sports, working out, hanging w/ friends; it just all has a dark cloud above it. I'm enjoying myself and then out of nowhere, I need to leave for fear of a breakdown.