anxious
today i am anxious. last night i made myself make the most of my last night home alone with the children - he comes back from his holiday with …
today i am anxious. last night i made myself make the most of my last night home alone with the children - he comes back from his holiday with …
I used to say I could put up with it - I could endure it and tolerate it as long as it didn’t affect the children. I used to say they …
how sad it is that a dear friend recommended this site to me for support. we both have bi polar and originally met through that. i say …
am journaling now & having my tea. :) You? xx
I am going to sign off here & email you...I think I will feel better then, and I can tell you the stupid thing I did, lol.xxx
I will be OK. I just had a cup of tea. My stupid fuck self has been worrying & crying over that wanker...I will be here for you, don't you worry! xxx I don't know why I am beating myself up so hard. It's just something I do sometimes, as you well know. :)
Tx..where is your chin right now? You OK?xxx
Hello, my friend. Received & responded to your email...I am aware of my escapism... :) xxx
i only 'found out' i am married to a controller/abuser last year, i got the books, surfed the net, informed myself and asked him to do the same. he only took me seriously when i went to the solicitor 4 mnths ago but guess what, he was only telling me what i wanted to hear, he has not changed for real... am at end of my tether.
dx with bp1 in 2004 med free since august 2005 but not symptom free... my history of bp is like anyones elses and so no need to bore you with it