Giving up the internet at home
June 12, 2008 5:16pm
Hi guys,m just wanted to tell you that the lord has been leading me to give up the internet at home, as well as TV, movies, secular music, and all …
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userwolf1898
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About Me
I'm a Christian who struggles with porn/mb addiction, has Asperger's Syndrome (and wouldn't want to live without it), and suffers from bedwetting from time to time. I'm free to chat, and am more than willing to help people with problems, especially those relating to the autistic spectrum.
Interests
The Bible, movies, music (especially Christian Metal), video games, board and card games, and surfing the net
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Rough Week ...
May 30, 2008 2:06pm
I've had a rough week, although I am weaning more and more from porn and self-gratification. It's been, like, fine one day, screw up the …
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Messed up, but still strong.
May 20, 2008 12:04am
I stayed up practically all night last night (til 6am) and screwed up again around 3am. Went to an infantilism site, and caved to compulsion. But I …
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Journal Entry for May 18, 2008
May 18, 2008 12:19am
Today was really great! I talked to one of my friend from xxxchurch.com (anybody who struggles with porn/sex addictions, that's a pretty good …
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I f**ked up again, and after only 1 day of success
May 16, 2008 10:56pm
I was looking at youtube, and watching TV, and saw an advertisement for the new Pampers Underjams. I got excited, looked for the ad on youtube, …
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hey wolfie! haven't heard from you in a while, hope you are doing good. big hug!
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hey can u accept my chat request?
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hey lets chat!
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keep it up! im praying for you! Having genuine wetting problems along with a diaper fetish really complicates things..its not easy! keep going!
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im really looking forward to getting to know you..and yes, i try to keep my DLism at bay
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Support Groups
Close Asperger Syndrome
I have AS. I am on the 96th to 97th percentile on intelligence tests (IQ is 131) yet flunked out of college due to a lack of normal emotional maturity and social maturity. I also love, love, LOVE wolves!!! I know more about wolves than most people I know. I also know a lot about Christianity and Classic Literature.
Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
I was physically and emotionally abused as a small child. Got into infantilism at age 10, eventually moved to the furry fandom, then zoophilia, then fantasizing about minors. I have never actually had sex with a person or animal, just fantasized about it. I'm terrified of dating, marriage, and having sex with a real live person. I hate myself and the person I've become. Sought help because I could see that the next logical step was prison. I am not married, and I live alone.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- It really helps to be able to share experiences and learn that although you might think your a monster, people understand where you come from.
Open Bedwetting
I have wt the bed on and off, dry a few years, wet a few years, etc. Diapers aren't an option, because (no offense) they're a sexual turn on (read my profile). Looking for friends, and people who can care about me and my problems.
Treatments
- Desmopressin Somewhat Helpful
- It only cut down nighttime incidents by 20% to 30% max.
Open Insomnia
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Works 50% of the time, but when it doesn't it has the opposite effect.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- works 50% of the time, but when it doesn't , it produces the opposite effect.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Worked 100% of the time, but my psychiatrist doesn't want me taking it anymore, so I don't.
