ooo its not good at the mo
August 9, 2008 3:13pm
here we go again.... when the control goes from my life i start making myself sick... weird thing is i know its coming. and i know its something that …
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i am a bit too old for an ed but still have it... feel like a silly old selfish woman to be honest. have no idea why its reared its ugly head again.... but hey ho thats life. anyway... am a happily (?) married woman and have a lovely little girl. sometimes feel like i am not goo enough for them, and not as good a mother as i would like to be. He is rather controlling and tends to put me down more than i would like, and i get angry with myself as i was alwaya a fairly strong person, yet i seem to not be able to argue my case. anyway... who gives a shit but me anyway... and no thats not a cry for a sympathy vote.... its the truth... you are the master of your own destiny, and its up to me to sort myself out.
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jubbs changed their mood to Horrible 3:13pm
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jubbs wrote a journal entry: ooo its not good at the mo 3:13pm
here we go again.... when the control goes from my life i start making myself sick... weird thing is…
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Type: Anorexiai am currently suffering from bulimia having had episodes of anexorexic tendancies with very low calorie diets and purging and ecessive excercise, can be a struggle from day to day and about to have an op so will be hard to resist the urge to purge....
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