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May 14, 2008 6:46pm
Hey if u wanna read bout me go to open diary .com and type in search for troublesome teenage tears some say its really touching .
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Hi im sophie im 15 yrs old soon to b 16 in under a week and im losing control :( .
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Close Depression
I suffer from anxiety attacks i self harm i make myself sick ( to try and lose weight not that it helps ) ive tried to overdose once and im in love with this guy. Im constantly stressed and i find it hard to want to get out of bed in the mornings . My grades have dropped and im doing my exams right now my mum kicked me out and i have no close friends or family . So im basically alone. I have an open diary online my diaries name is troublesome teenage tears u can read some more bout me der and wat has happened in my life. I got told i should publish it lol but we will see one day maybe. As for now im tryin to get on with life but its a constant struggle and im losing it. i need help so thats why im here.
Close Self-Injury
Ive self harmed for 5 yrs my fore arms are bruised and sore from the cutting scratching and punching. I dont wanna do it but i cant help it i go into a trance i just wonder when the day will come that it will b a cut too deep.
Open Panic Attacks
Ive had panic attacks for the same time ive self harmed thats how i cope with it you see im so used to them now i just black out when they happen . I feel like i cant breathe and i go clammy and shakey and well i panic sometimes they can be quite violent but i cope with them on me own no one really knows ive learnt to hide them or get away from people when there about to happen.
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- Positive Thinking Not Working
- if only it were this simple
Open Eating Disorders
Ive been making myself sick for the last month now ive lost some weight so it must be working .
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