Smooch's Journal

Fri  Oct. 19, 2007    Miss hanging out on the computer and talking to friends....I have worked many hours this week. Today I can hardly stay awake on my day off....My carpal tunnel has been hurting me so much that I don't even sleep through the night. I haven't felt good about myself in about a week.....I don't know why......I look at myself in the mirror and see a fat person...the old me.....not always, but, it is definitely affected by my efforts focusing on my outer self......Fashion, style, makeup etc. I need to stop wearing outfits that the pre-gbs Cindy would wear and step up my game....for myself, of course!!More later, I'm exhausted and just wanted to say hello!!