I can\'t do this!!!!!
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I think it is just hitting me, that this phase of my life is going to last alot longer than I thought it would......The work hours are murder...and I am slowly sinking into the pre-surgery world of not feeling beautiful and ENOUGH..... enough...fill in the blank....I need to get a grip.....
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Ok, we have to get you out of this slump!! For now, don't think about the future. I try not to think of the years I will have to work. You can always look for other employment if needed. You really made a big change by getting this job and I know it has not been easy for a lot of reasons. Believe me, I know about people being back-stabbers etc. I have learned the hard way along the way about that. So, now I have a chosen few people that I trust at work. I don't do a lot of socializing with people at work. I go in, work hard, do what is asked of me and I try not to make any waves. This approach has served me well over the years. Other than all the crap going on at work, do you like your job? That makes a difference. I also know about ignoring my health. I was missing appointments, not taking the proper medication and that is not good. I am trying to get back on track with everything. It's not easy. I hate taking time from work to go to the doctors, I have so many of them and my work doesn't know my health issues so I try not to bring attention to that. So, one by one, I'm making my appointments and at least now I have the money to get the medications. I don't want to see you get overwhelmed. This whole process is hard. I don't know why we put ourselves last but let's make this Smooch's time!!! You are a beautiful person and have always been there for me and many other people here. I'm here if you want to talk.
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i think your stunning hun! unless that isn't you in your profile pic!!!!
you have made some life changing decissions and maybe the high feeling of doing that is finally coming down and it is making you a bit stresed....? love ya my smoochy woochyxox
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